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Thursday, October 29, 2009 @ 11:47 PM
illustrator is giving me so many problems!
my stomach is also giving me problems! URGHHH
i shall go make bread to eat solve the stomach problem.
some one teach me illustratorrrr! :(((
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@ 1:07 AM
just 1 more week of school before my tutorial break starts. really cant wait for that week to arrive. i need a break. this is really killing me slowly.. i might need to change specs soon. from staring at the laptop almost 24/7. my degree is bound to increase.. my back is aching from siting in the stupid chair. and of course, my eyebags! they are getting darker and darker. things i got to finish by next week: - Hayati's project, assessment is next thursday! kill me now.
- Sinaga's work, landscape drawing, staircase, recolour bedroom, and 1 point drawing. :(
- David tan's bedroom drawing on tracing paper, jewellery drawing, and title block.
- botak's poster on the number 12. have a draft of the business card and poster.
- marianne's brochure print out, and draft of poster
things to finish by tutorial break - MODEL MAKING LANDSCAPE and WINDOW DISPLAY! back to making trees and more trees. what's up with nafa's lecturers and trees! gosh!
so much homework to be done this week, friday going out with a few of the LJ people. supposed to go to night safari but changed to sentosa cause jovy's working there as a ghost, then changed to movie! at least i am going out. which would be great. and and and.. white sands just turn slightly cooler! haha. its opening a cotton on store there! YAY! haha. alrights, shall stop here and continue drawing and thinking. so sleepy.. :(
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Tuesday, October 27, 2009 @ 9:06 PM
HELLO EVERYBODY! MY NAME IS BABARELLA!
1 MORE WEEK TO GO! 1 MORE WEEK TO GO! 1 MORE WEEK TO GO! 1 MORE WEEK TO GO! 1 MORE WEEK TO GO!
OMG CANT WAIT! hahaha!
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Monday, October 26, 2009 @ 11:36 PM
| Code | Name | Status | Absent With Approval | Absent Without Approval | Total Session |
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| TD1105 | 2D Fundamentals | Registered | 0 | 0 | 14 | | TD1106 | 3D Theory & History 1 | Registered | 0 | 3 | 14 | | TD1103 | 3D Workshop & Model Making | Registered | 0 | 1 | 14 | | TD1104 | Digital Art & Design | Registered | 0 | 0 | 14 | | TD1101 | Drawing Fundamentals | Registered | 0 | 0 | 14 | | TD1000 | Singapore Arts Scene - 3D Design | Registered | 0 | 0 | 7 | | TD1102 | Technical Drawing | Registered | 0 | 0 | 13 | | FA1075 | Introduction to Ceramics | Registered | 0 | 1 | 12 |
CHECK IT OUT! hahaha.
i have missed 3 theory lessons, 1 model making and 1 ceramics(but today makes it 2!) hahah. well done man. thank god i am still able to take assessment. haha
anyways didnt go ceremics today. went over to ikea and amk hub instead. haha. ikea with das and her friend. went crazy there. hahaa. amk to buy my photoshop. haha. so expensive la. 165 just fly away. haha. but finally i have my photoshop. hehe.
tomorrow has horrible sinaga and botak's lesson. die die die! hahah.
okay. off to do more homework before i go sleep. so tired!
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@ 2:35 AM
i am feeling like shit now.my eyes are hurting like mad. tomorrow class is going to be an extreme killer!technical drawing and ceramics. i am definitely dreading ceramics. but have already skipped last week, so this week must go. will have to visit the all almighty art friendnot so friendly too.i have to get so much stuff. like my photoshop premium, more tracing paper for technical drawing, Styrofoam, green wires for my trees. just so much to buy, so little money. hahhaa.well. i have only just finish drawing the shelves for my exhibition drawings. i dont think i will redo any of sinaga's work due to the fact that i am just going to get a C average for his class. now i just need to do well for botak, hayati, technical drawing and model making and i think i can get kinda of a good grade? haha. cross fingers and hope all the late nights, eye bags and lack of sleep will be paid off. okay, tmr class starts at 9, and its currently 2.43am. guess i am going to sleep real soon. and tmr i will be hell of a grouch! haha.
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly, madly, deeply do
I will be strong
I will be faithful,
'cause I'm counting on
A new beginning,
A reason for living,
A deeper meaning, yeah.
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Saturday, October 24, 2009 @ 3:44 PM
oh my gosh! i so totally want to live in Indonesia! haha! everything is so cheap there! like everything! haha. if you go there with about 500 sing, you are counted damn rich?! and the frecking blackberry there is like 600 plus without contract! I WANT!!! going to save/work what ever and ask stefy to help me buy when she goes back to indonesia in may/june next year! totally awesome! haha. today class was a waste of time! like seriously! half my class didnt go. probably sleeping.. haha. the other class also not many turned up. haha. so it was really small. and i was so sleepy in class trying to keep myself awake thru the whole 2 hours! by next week gotta get everything done like 90% done for hayati's lesson, not marks will be deducted! well, after school, i decided to take the bus 12 home! what a decision! it was the longest, uncomfortable and horrible ride i have ever taken besides a boat. haha. it was so hard to sleep, and it took me 1 hour and 15 mins to reach home! 1 hr and 15 mins! i should have taken the stupid train instead. now back home, dont think i will be doing any homework till at night. shall go sleep a bit more. haha.
what should i do?
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@ 1:28 AM
some one buy me a kindle 2! i want one. it looks so pretty! haha. its slim! white, portable! and definitely a damn good investment! going to try psycho my parents to get it for me. hahah. thou the ebooks would cost alot. but its so pretty! haha. its a must have!
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Friday, October 23, 2009 @ 5:35 PM
i just set my eye on a new phone! haha.okay, its not exactly new, it has been out a long time and alot of people has it. hahaha.but i think i would save up my money for 1 year and then i would just buy the phone alone without changing or renewing my plan. haha. wanna get that phone. blackberry bold 9000. haha. shall start saving next year. haha! cause this years savings will be gone in December when i go down to genting with dasiree! haha.
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@ 4:23 PM
From the bottom of my broken heart by Britney spears
Never look back we said
How was I to know I'd miss you so?
Loneliness up ahead
Emptiness behind, where do I go?
And you didn't hear all my joy through my tears
All my hopes through my fears, did you know?
Still I miss you somehow
From the bottom of my broken heart
There's just a thing or two I'd like you to know
You were my first love, you were my true love
From the first kisses to the very last rose
From the bottom of my broken heart
Even though time may find me somebody new
You were my real love, I never knew love
Til there was you
From the bottom of my broken heart
Baby I said please stay
Give our love a chance for one more day
We could've worked things out
Taking time is what love's all about
But you put a dart through my dreams, through my heart
And I'm back where I started again, yeah
Never thought it would end
From the bottom of my broken heart
There's just a thing or two I'd like you to know
You were my first love, you were my true love
From the first kisses to the very last rose
From the bottom of my broken heart
Even though time may find me somebody new
You were my real love, I never knew love
Til there was you
From the bottom of my broken heart
You promised yourself
But to somebody else
And you made it so perfectly clear, yeah
Still I wish you were here now
From the bottom of my broken heart
There's just a thing or two (A thing or two) you gotta know (you gotta know)
(You were my first love) You were my first love, you were my true love
From the first kisses to the very last rose
From the bottom of my broken heart
Even though time may find me somebody new (You're my real love)
You were my real love, I never knew love
Til there was you
From the bottom of my broken heart
Never look back we said
How was I to know I'd miss you so?
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@ 2:43 AM
just wondering..
have you moved on? is it really that simple to move on.
why is this happening? why you? this has never happened that i cant get you out of my head. everything i do, brings back memories be it good or bad. i really wish my head as a vault or something that i can store all my memories and emotions there and leave it there. it hurts to think about what i said. it seriously sucks.
i wished i stayed. i wished it was different. telling myself, regretting now isnt going to change anything, and to get over it. seems like it dont work that way.
what do i do?
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@ 12:45 AM
okay. i think i am going to start poppin' out white hairs soon and my eye bags are going to get darker and darker till i turn into a human panda! school is definitely getting worst every week. cause every week puts us closer to the assessment dates and everyone is frecking out. okay, maybe not everyone. i am definitely frecking out. there are like so much work to do.. from history and theory to photoshop to drawings. this last 2/3 weeks arent enough to finish everything up to standard. just hoping to pass all my subs so i wont have to retake any of them during the december holidays. which would suck like hell! homework to complete in 2/3 weeks:-Technical drawing -sinaga's work, which is my exhibition drawing and landscape and practically 1/4 of the other works i have to redraw.-poster in A2 size on the topic 12 and a business card.-brochure and poster for photoshop class.-2 A2 boards filled with research and drawings for history and theory- enviromental model and my window display for model making class.thats mostly it. have to continue doing hayati's work cause she wants to see like 9/10 of it done by this saturday and i am only at like 2/10? haha. thank god i dont have school tomorrow not i will be sleeping in class. haha.oh. and i gotta buy my adobe web premium soon.. my trail versions are running out of days! dang.. haha. alrights. back to doing hayati's work.
giving up and moving on isnt easy.
trying to talk my way out of why i should give up,
but there never seem to be a good reason to.
give me a reason.
everything is just too painful to handle.
stress and all is overbearing.
dont really know how long i am able to keep it up.
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Wednesday, October 21, 2009 @ 9:01 PM
school today was tiring.. today is the last lesson for model making.. mean for the next 2 weeks till assessment i dont have school wednesdays! whoopie doo! school work is start to pile up even thou the lecturers are not giving anymore. got to like redraw like 1/2 of sinaga's work! stupid la.. give me so many Cs.. haha. gotta start doing botaks project soon. school's been the same o same o. getting worst everyday. just thinking that for another 4 weeks and i will be off on break! GENTING HERE I COME! haha! cant wait cant wait!alrights. shall go get started with hayati's homework.. this week have to suffer 2 lessons from hayati.. i have already skipped 2 lessons of hers, so i cant skip this saturday. screw it.. :(tomorrow is wear black day! damn it.. no black! haha. shall go raid my cupboard later for something black.. haha.
i miss you,
i miss having you around
i miss holding you.
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Tuesday, October 20, 2009 @ 11:31 PM
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@ 10:38 PM
how awesome is that? haha. okay, ditching my livejournal cause it starting to be boring. not that i hate using livejournal. just lazy to blog there. haha. okay.. so anyways. this is going to be my first post! pictures will be up later on! haha.
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