okay. i think i am going to start poppin' out white hairs soon and my eye bags are going to get darker and darker till i turn into a human panda! school is definitely getting worst every week. cause every week puts us closer to the assessment dates and everyone is frecking out. okay, maybe not everyone. i am definitely frecking out. there are like so much work to do.. from history and theory to photoshop to drawings. this last 2/3 weeks arent enough to finish everything up to standard. just hoping to pass all my subs so i wont have to retake any of them during the december holidays. which would suck like hell! homework to complete in 2/3 weeks:-Technical drawing -sinaga's work, which is my exhibition drawing and landscape and practically 1/4 of the other works i have to redraw.-poster in A2 size on the topic 12 and a business card.-brochure and poster for photoshop class.-2 A2 boards filled with research and drawings for history and theory- enviromental model and my window display for model making class.thats mostly it. have to continue doing hayati's work cause she wants to see like 9/10 of it done by this saturday and i am only at like 2/10? haha. thank god i dont have school tomorrow not i will be sleeping in class. haha.oh. and i gotta buy my adobe web premium soon.. my trail versions are running out of days! dang.. haha. alrights. back to doing hayati's work.
giving up and moving on isnt easy.
trying to talk my way out of why i should give up,
but there never seem to be a good reason to.
give me a reason.
everything is just too painful to handle.
stress and all is overbearing.
dont really know how long i am able to keep it up.