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Sunday, November 29, 2009 @ 11:13 PM
 WATCHED NEW MOOOONN TODAY! :)well, church thingy in the morning, quite boring! haha. after that went to plaza sing to get some scapebook materials! haha. holidays are boring like mad! like really boring! nothing to do at all. going to start making my christmas presents tomorrow or something! haha. so excited! finally decided to go develop the genting photos. haha. can collect it on tuesday! yay. cant wait to view them. hope they are niceee!there is like nothing to blog about these days! so boring! haha. this friday is going to be so much fun! haha. going to eat with LJ people! haha! JAP FOOOOOOD!!! yum yum! i just heard that my results are going to come out next week! OMG OMG! NEXT WEEK! so scared sia!!!! what if i fail? omg. i need to pass sia. dont want to take elective modules laaaa!! haha! okay, shall not bother about that for now. haha. back to watching csi! :)tata!i feel like giving up hope.
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Thursday, November 26, 2009 @ 9:19 PM
"And I sat there, staring at you, staring at me,
and the only thing I could think of was how much I never wanted this feeling to go away."
— JoAnne Golden
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@ 1:20 AM
i have awesome hair now! haha.
. . . . . . CHECK IT OUT!   teehee!
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Wednesday, November 25, 2009 @ 11:17 PM
"When you feel like giving up,
just remember why you held on so long in the first place."
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@ 11:16 PM
"I know I'm not easy to love but could you try anyway?"
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@ 11:15 PM
"It's just a lot easier to say I don't love him anymore,
than to explain all the reasons why I still do."
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@ 10:44 PM
 I'M BACK! hehe!shall summarize my whole trip! :)well, the trip was short, bus rides were long. felt like puking cause i forgot my medicine. FOOD WAS EXTREMELY YUMMY! SHOPPING WAS horrible. WEATHER WAS HORRIBLE. wasted money on theme park! all in all, i think i gained WEIGHT! hehe. cause all i did was eat and sleep! awesome right! well, would rather go to KL or something next time, cause i wouldnt want to sit the bus all the way up the hill for 1 hour again! well, i miss using my laptop, feel so disconnected with the world, cause i dont have a phone and no connection outside of genting. haha. what would i do without internet or my phone.next trip would be on the cruise to penang. then again have to eat and eat. this time i will bring my laptop! gahh! alrights. thats all, i shall go rest! hehe. nighty night!missed you hell loads.
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Sunday, November 22, 2009 @ 9:07 PM
"Why is it that when you miss somebody so much that your heart is ready to disintegrate, you always hear the saddest song ever on the radio?"
— The adventures of Pete and Pete
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@ 8:57 PM
 the picture tells it allfinally settle and checked everything i needed for my trip. all packed and ready to go! not sure if i am able to sleep at all tonight but who cares right. i would be having a long bus ride! OH! just remembered, forgot my motion sickness pills! anyways, thou its like a short trip, just hope it gets my mind off things and i will be able to enjoy it! brought 2 rolls of films for random and crazy pictures! hehe! hope to use them all up! alright. shall stop blogging here. i am going to watch CSI! lol. goodnight and see you on wednesday!
i'll miss you.
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@ 8:57 PM
If you want to hear why I love you; I can go on all night.
— One Tree Hill
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@ 8:55 PM
Now I don’t like using words like forever, but I will love you til the end of the day. And in the morning when I remember everything that you are, I know I’ll fall for you all over again.
— Unknown
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@ 8:54 PM
And when I asked you how you’d been I meant I missed you more than I’ve ever missed anything before.
— I Wrote This For You
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@ 8:53 PM
because for me, it’s always been you. always. and i’ve tried to fight it and i’ve tried to deny it. but i can’t — you’re undeniable.
— Seth Cohen
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@ 8:53 PM
I’m not the silly romantic you think. I don’t want the heavens or the shooting stars. I don’t want gemstones or gold. I have those things already. I want…a steady hand. A kind soul. I want to fall asleep, and wake, knowing my heart is safe. I want to love, and be loved.
— Shana Abe
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@ 8:52 PM
We’re like peanut butter and jelly, ice-cream and cones - Thats what I think whenever I think of us - Inseparable.
— The sweetest thing
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@ 8:51 PM
"I can’t justify looking for someone else to love knowing you exist. If I was surrounded by everyone in the world, I’d still be lonely without you right in front of me.
No matter where I’m at or who I’m with, I will only ever need you."
— Boy Meets Love
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@ 8:50 PM
"You are every reason, every hope & every dream, I’ve ever had, and no matter what happens to us in the future, everyday we are together is the greatest day of my life. I will always be yours. And, my darling, you will always be mine."
— The Notebook
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Saturday, November 21, 2009 @ 9:01 PM
Waiting is painful.
Forgetting is painful.
But not knowing which to do is the worse kind of suffering.
— Paulo Coelho
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@ 8:16 PM
"I keep thinking of how much I love talking to you, how good you look when you smile; how much I love your laugh. I day dream about you off and on, replaying our conversations; laughing at funny things you said or did. I’ve memorized your face and the way that you look at me. I catch myself smiling again at what I imagined. I wonder what will happen the next time we’re together and even though neither of us know what the future holds, I know one thing for sure; you’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me."— (via krishanu)
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@ 7:53 PM
Look what you’ve done. You came into my life like a whirlwind, swept me off my feet, and left me dangling, wanting more. More of you, more of your everything. Whatever am i gonna do without you?
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@ 7:42 PM
I’d love nothing more to grab you by the hand,
run into the sunset,
and disappear with you just so you could have me to yourself forever.
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@ 6:58 PM
"When I see you, the world stops. It stops and all that exists for me is you and my eyes staring at you. There’s nothing else. No noise, no other people, no thoughts or worries, no yesterday, no tomorrow. The world just stops, and it is a beautiful place, and there is only you. Just you and my eyes staring at you. When you’re gone, the world starts again and I don’t like it as much. I can live in it but I don’t like it. I Just walk around in it, and wait to see you again and wait for it to stop again. I love it when it stops. It’s the best thing I’ve ever known or ever felt, the best thing, and that, is why I stare at you."
— James Frey, A Million Little Pieces
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@ 6:54 PM
"Even if, you know, even if we never talk again after tonight, please know that I’m forever changed because of who you are and what you’ve meant to me."
— Chasing Amy
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@ 5:37 PM
" The minute you think of giving up, think of the reason why you held on for so long"
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@ 5:36 PM
"Because you can never go from going out to being friends, just like that. It’s a lie. It’s just something that people say they’ll do to take the permanence out of a breakup. And someone always takes it to mean more than it does, and then is hurt even more when, inevitably, said ‘friendly’ relationship is still a major step down from the previous relationship, and it’s like breaking up all over again. But messier."
— Sarah Dessen
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@ 1:49 AM
 me being stupid happenedtoday went to watch my girlfriend is an agent with hanna! omg. that show i practically laughed my ass off! its a really good show! haha. had hanna's mac and cheese, which was REALLLY YUMMY! haha. after that i went to the airport to fetch me daddy. haha. he bought for me corn soup! hehe. but not those in the vending machines kind. there were in those cup noodles cup! haha. really cute! anyways, today is just plain boring! haha. tomorrow will be like thinking of stuff to do and maybe packing up for my genting trip. okay. shall stop blogging. nothing much to blog about anyways. byebye!
what are we?
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Friday, November 20, 2009 @ 12:08 AM
 because all i want is you
i have fallen hopelessly in love with you
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@ 12:05 AM
 its all i need to know
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Thursday, November 19, 2009 @ 11:53 PM
"As much as I enjoy the concept of being “just friends,” in reality, it’s a bizarre form of torture."
— Dawson’s Creek
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@ 11:51 PM
"The truth is, sometimes I miss you so much I can hardly stand it."
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@ 11:50 PM
"You can erase someone from your mind.
Getting them out of your heart is another story."
— Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
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Wednesday, November 18, 2009 @ 9:39 PM
 you hold the key to my heartITS OVER! now sing hallelujiah!
like finally!
all those late nights, sleepless nights, getting uhu glue all over my hands, those days are over for 2 months! i am just going to relax, relax and maybe work if i find a job. haha. but all i can think now is RELAX! haha. today was like the most slackish day and also the most tiring day. slackish maybe cause there was really nothing left to do. tiring day maybe cause its like the last day of everything, and finally am able to rest! rushed to the student lounge right after submission to get the comfortable spaces! haha. ended up on a giant beanbag with 4 other people! awesome right! haha. my class was like practically hogging up all the sofas, pillows and beanbags! haha. but that was great! haha. everyone finally got their sleep for like 6 hours! haha. well, i only slept for 4 hours. but its all good! haha. today signed up for some student ambassadors for NAFA open house next year . awesome right! haha. but i only joined cause it could be fun together with all my friends! Lol. well, now the holidays are here, i am bored shitless. thinking of asking my brother for all his shows to go watch! haha. not sure what should i do tomorrow thou. i think i should probably pack my room and stuff around the floor! haha. rooms a mess as usual! okay, end of major rants. i want to catch so many movies! i want to watch 2010!!!!!! i miss you;
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Tuesday, November 17, 2009 @ 10:25 PM
 i am tired. tired in every way. tired physically, tired emotionally. these few night, my sleep is way off. sleeping till early morning and wake up to do work. my whole body is frecking tensed up. sleeping on the floor and curled up in the small arm chair in school today just made it worst. my whole body is aching. today assessment went fine. i think. brochure got taken away to keep by the school. so not going to get that back, other then that i get to keep them for future references. hanged out in the student lounge after breakfast, fell asleep on the floor, then the chairs were free, so shifted there instead. collect work and went home. today all i am left to do is just to write my story board and i am done for the day. tomorrow is my last assessment, model making and ceramics. well, ceramics is going to be easy i think! haha. cause we didn't really need to do much then to just make 2 pots and bring them tomorrow. model making is the one scaring me cause my trees arent really cooperating now. they keep falling over. going to add more uhu glu later on so hope it sticks!after tomorrow i am finally stress free. well, not completely, but close enough. means i will be able to sleep as long as i like without worrying about what i have to complete! but, during the begining of decemeber i have to worry cause of my results! huhu~friday going to catch a movie with hanna. then next monday i am off to genting! cant wait. okay shall stop here and go write my story board. hehe. tata!you wont talk to me if i dont talk to you right?
everything seems very distant.
i dont understand you anymore.
how badly i wish things wasnt like this.
:(
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@ 5:41 AM
 today school was hell! okay, it was yesterday, since now its 5.45am. well. didnt sleep the entire night yesterday. due to unfinished work. went to school feeling all sick and sloppy. rushed to get some printing done at some shop near laselle. which was very lousy okay! wasted my money there. but no choice cause no other shops was opened. after submitting all my works, went to do binding for my brochure. then went to macs cause dasiree wanted to eat. sat there and sleep like for about 30 mins. then decided to go back to school to the student lounge to sleep. went there, was crowded, found a small corner to sleep. slept for like 2 plus hours on the stupid floor, then went to collect works and then went home. came home, immediately went to sleep. was supposed to wake up at like 2am to do my work, but ended up waking up at 3.45 instead. rushed cutting and last minute filing, and i am done for the day! cant go back to sleep now thou. cause i only left with an hour plus before i have to wake up and go to school! might go sleep in the lounge again later after submission! :)
major :(
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@ 5:40 AM
"After all the broken hearts,
I’ve finally figured out the problem.
I fall in love a little too late.
I guard my heart like some kind of castle.
I don’t let them in when they want.
I wait until they’re long gone,
then I realize you are the one I wanted all along."
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Monday, November 16, 2009 @ 4:10 AM
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@ 3:29 AM
I'd rather have bad times with you,
than good times with someone else.
I'd rather be beside you in a storm,
than safe and warm by myself.
I'd rather have hard times together than to have it easy apart.
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
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@ 3:27 AM
"Loving him was the best thing yet
and missing him is something I’ll never regret.
Losing him was hard to accept
but seeing him with her is the most painful yet."
- (via runwaytrain)
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@ 3:26 AM
Boy: What should i do?
Girl: Follow your heart.
Boy: What do you think my heart says?
Girl: I don't know... I'm not your heart.
Boy: Well, you're most of it.
- (via runwaytrain)
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@ 3:22 AM
"Love is seeing him how no one else does. Love is when you know he’s not perfect but you see him perfectly. Love is thinking about him day and night. Love is when he means the world to you. Love is when no one else knows how you feel. Love is the best feeling you can feel."
— (via runawaytrain)
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@ 1:22 AM
I FEEL LIKE SHIT!
screw datelines.
i don't know what else i should do or feel anymore.
what i have been feeling for the past few months, that i am sure.
i know that i love you, and still feel the same way about it.
for like the past few months has been really dull. we didn't talk at all!
and for that like 5-7 mins that you actually did talked to me, i was grinning like an idiot.
then i thought, that was probably a one time thing, and we wouldn't talk again.
you know, i was planning on asking you out after i get back from genting.
that's why i put up those questions on my blog.
i really dont know what to do right now. i dont know what to talk to you about.
what should i do?
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Sunday, November 15, 2009 @ 1:51 AM
"It’s all just magic when I think about you."
— Roswell
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@ 1:45 AM
“When you’re dreaming with a broken heart
Then waking up is the hardest part”— Dreaming with a broken heart, John Mayer
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Saturday, November 14, 2009 @ 8:40 PM
 i love you, more then you can ever imagine.
Today i have to sleep as early as possible. gotta be up bright and early for church tomorrow. gotta help mom with the tau suan and stuff. hehe. tomorrow night dad's going to japan. :(
why is everyone going to Japan except for me! i want to go... never mind. next year i am going to ask my mom to take me with them when they go! teehee! i want my corn soup. asking my daddy to help me get from the japan's vending machines. :)
next week marks the start of my assessment. also marks the days of my holidays are starting soon! this morning or afternoon, the rents kept saying my landscape model dont look like a kampung area! and ask me to build chairs and tables and walk way for my house! omg. i dont know how to explain to them that its not needed, and they kept telling me say that do work must give 100% and stuff! omgg i have already put in like 4 days into this stupid model, and i am sure i have put in 100% into it.
and today afternoon i had to rush up a CD cover for botak's assessment. like seriously man. no one said we need to do a 2nd piece. even botak didnt say anything. but every other class is doing it only our class didnt do and its like 20% of our marks! seriously man. so last minute and stuff la. but lucky i am done already. now left with the stupid report which is really confusing to write! going to work on that then do other stuff already.
alrights back to doing the stupid report! my head feels like its going to burst! :(
am i rushing or pushing things too far?
i ran out of stuff to talk to you about. :(
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@ 1:29 AM
if i asked you to go out, will you say yes?
if i told you how much i missed you, what would your reply be?
if i asked you if we had another chance, would would the answer be?
by the end of this year.
baby steps i tell myself.
i shouldnt rush into anything.
i dont even know if what i am feeling is the same as what you are feeling.
i cant help to feel that what i am hoping for is too much.
i am so confused.
:/
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@ 12:02 AM
 that's all i ever wish for.
the weather is killing me! starting to have a really bad cold and stomachache on and off. i am sure the fever is going to come soon. sucks i tell you. holiday being so close and stuff, and i am like falling sick. i am like going to make sure i sleep the sickness off when all this is over! this week is coming to an end. and next week is going to be hell! gotta carry boxes of this and that for assessments. i neeeeeeeed transport! probably get a taxi on those days. urghh. spend money again. i really should take up driving.
well, i am almost done with my landscape model! which i must say.. LOOKS LIKE CRAP! the rents were like telling me kampong dont look like that! the trees are all not proportional, and the house is not suppose to have a FLAT roof! haha. so i am going to make the roof pointy! awesome right. then after that i am left with botak's report which i have no idea what to write about what and final touches to sinaga's and david tan's work and i am done for sem 1!
cant wait for the week after next! i am going to make plans! haha. just hope the person i am going to make plans with is able to go out. :)
alrighty. back to making my roof!
do you feel the same way that i do?
Hold me in your arms
'Cause I'm falling
Hold me in your arms
While we're sleeping
Hold me in your arms
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Friday, November 13, 2009 @ 4:34 AM
today is friday the 13th!
AWESOME!
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@ 12:09 AM
 i am in my happy mood! :)today i spend the rest of my money on printing and buying art materials. totally sucks. need to go claim back not i will be poor the whole week. I HAVE FOUND OUT HOW TO MAKE A TREE! now is, how to make leaves for my botak tree! going to try to finish up most of it by today. very very sleepy!
how much i missed talking to you
:)
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Thursday, November 12, 2009 @ 12:58 AM
 today was afternoon was really unproductive. haha. i just sat in bed doing nothing but staring at the laptop and watching KYLE XY. awesome show, sadly it was discontinued after i think season 3 a few eps. haha. well, night time was better thou. haha. i finished up my window display and currently working on my brochure. haha. tomorrow will be traveling down to bugis JUST to get it binded and one camera reprinted! haha. going to get styrofoam too for my landscape model. haha. this week is going to be a busy week. rushing all my homework.left with my landscape model, check on the drawing works, re arrange files, do loads of write ups. thats about it. haha. next week is going to be a GREAT week! movie plans with hanna. going to watch the korean movie. something agent one. haha. plus sunday going to bird park with victor, grace, and hanna, probably vicson too. i want to visit the zoo thou. :) cant wait till i go to genting. need retail therapy. haha. getting sick of siting in my room and stare and the yellow walls, stupid floor and all the masking tape and uhu glue! alights. nothing much to blog about today. blog tomorrow if i am in a good mood! :):)
why am i getting so nervous.
its just 2/3 letters.
and i cant do it. i have to like be super calm.
pray i wont freck out tomorrow.
:/
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Wednesday, November 11, 2009 @ 1:11 AM
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Tuesday, November 10, 2009 @ 9:38 PM
 school today was a waste of time i tell you. went to school for like 15 mins? and i spend like a lot of money today just for my projects. tomorrow till friday i am going to be stuck at home trying to finish up my model making. which is going to be life-less! must finish up my work so i wont drag it till the weekends!thinking what i should do tonight. should i continue with my projects or just watch my shows. haha. i think i should do my project. put the shows till friday then watch. or should i just go and sleep. very sleepy thou. only slept for 5 hours yesterday. cant decide. haha.never mind of my crapping. just 1 more week to endure all this late nights and i am freeee~~ :)i am frecking out.
i have no idea what to say.
:/
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@ 1:21 AM
 fruit loops, illustrator, itunes.can my life get any more boring? wait, fruit loops isnt boring. illustrator is.i wonder how people get things done so well using illustrator! mine just looks like crap!i seriously cant wait till next week is over!then i dont have to worry about using up my uhu glue, or what projects i need to finish. i can just enjoy and holidays and watch videos all day long. next week is going to be a good week! i think. next week going to the bird park! haha. want to go to the zoo thou. last time i went there was like 2 years back? seems so long.anyways. back to my homework. i need more ideas on what text to put on my poster! i going to give it till the end of december.
this has gone on long enough,
i need to move on if i no that there isnt any chance left.
till the end of december.
1st jan a new beginning.
you will always have a place in my heart.
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Saturday, November 7, 2009 @ 2:22 AM
MY HEADACHE IS KILLING ME! feel like banging it on the wall just to make it go awayy :(
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Friday, November 6, 2009 @ 1:44 AM
what do i do.
i need answers.
i tried getting over you. tried getting you out of my head. well, it did work, but only when i was super busy with my homework and had no time to think about any other things. but every time i stop doing my homework or just sit around, every thought just come flooding back in my head.
maybe i need to be a workaholic. that is the seems to be the only way that works now
i want to move on, i need to move on. i just don't know how.
if all this hadn't happened. i wouldn't be stressing over all this.
but if all that didn't happen, i wont know what its like to be in love.
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Thursday, November 5, 2009 @ 4:13 PM
can you believe it? today marks the end of term 2! sem 1 over!usually, on situations like this during secondary school, i would be like going to malls, watching movies and stuff. but when school ended today, all i could think of is sleep? how badly i needed it. i am thinking of sleeping my day away today and tomorrow, just so the eye bags would disappear! i need to go do more shopping too.yesterday only managed to buy 1 top. haha. shall go get more when i go to genting or when i get back. haha. next week would be rushing up model making homework and settling all the file, arranging them in order. and final changes to digital work. seriously cant wait for the assessment to be over! then i can fully enjoy my holidays in peace!okay, i think i shall go sleep awhile. my eyes are closing as i am typing this.
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Wednesday, November 4, 2009 @ 2:55 AM
thursday would be my last day of sem 1! thank god!school had been fun, but i need my holiday asap! today finished up all the drawing homework. so during the 1 week i do not need to touch the drawings at all! yay! just hope i can get a pass for sinaga's work, as mostly all my work are Cs! dont feel like redoing any, as i dont have the time or the patience to do so. shall just buck up during sem 2! i am left with all the digital homework, which sucks equally! as my illustrator is like horrible! but i am mostly done for all 3 digital homework so i guess i am can say quite safe? haha. just need a yes/no from the lecturers and i am good to go print! next whole week is going to be only for model making! tree making and window display. how exciting- not! then the following week would be assessment, and then i am a free bird! then would be sleep, sleep, more sleep and a little of work to pay off shopping trips to art friend next year! okay, currently dead sleepy! i cant finish hayati's work by tonight i wont be able to sleep! tomorrow going to meet dasiree at orchard to go art friend, then to bugis to do printing, then back home to do a little but of model making. going to be a long day tmr or should i say later. shall stop here and continue thinking of what to type! goodnight!i fell in love with the same person 2 years back,
this time its different. he doesnt feel like same.
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